Trying to cheer myself up a bit, though some of this will still be somewhat depressing because im answering things very truthfully, since my mood is still very very damp indeed, and that’s putting things softly. Im trying to become positive again, don’t worry.

Talking to other vets, I found out that Meadow-baby only has a few months to perhaps a year at most. I just hope that she shows me she can beat the odds and live for that full year, or longer. Im going to try and live without thinking about it, and love her like no other. Its just still a bit hard to truly, wholly accept. Just knowing that her time is limited.

Thank you to everyone who commented, I dont know when ill get around to responding again since its the end of the semester getting closer and closer, but eventually, ill try to respond to everyone. I really do appreciate every comment and loving gesture I get. Know that I DO read and take to heart everything said here. *hugs*

And now to the meme. It did make me smile, at least. And think. Since thinking is hard for me lately im suffering from so much anxiety. :/

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RULE: What you're supposed to do... and please do not spoil the fun. Create a new note, copy and paste this message, delete my answers and type in yours. Then tag at least 10 good friends and family INCLUDING the person who tagged you. The theory is that you will learn one new thing about each of your friends.
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THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU
1. Tracker
2. Rachel
3. Wolfy

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE (date/month)
~ Its hard to pick just *3* important dates.. so ill pick a few that really stand out to me and ARE special.
1. June 1996 (Got my first collie puppy, Izaac)
2. July 2001 (Got my drivers license and new car)
3. May 2009 (Got my very first apt, as crappy as it was, it WAS my first home away from home).

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES
1. Started this meme
2. Talked and vented to my friend ~UnleashedFury over the phone.
3. Pondered stopping this and going to bed, but finishing this won me over.

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY
1. Having my animals being happy, healthy, and sound.
2. Listening to music
3. Drawing what I want when I want. (fuck you, college. :/ )

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE *now*
1. A miracle for Meadow
2. A wonderful home for Toushiro (don’t ask about this, please..)
3. A lift from my depression.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES
1. Being out with my dog/s
2. Being outside
3. Drawing and writing

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION
1. Japan
2. Egypt
3. Alaska

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS
1. Green tea frappe
2. Dr. Pepper
3. Cherry Coke

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR HANDBAG/BAG
1. Toushiro wallet
2. Checkbook
3. Keys

THREE FAVORITE COLORS
1. Black
2. Blue
3. Silver

TOP THREE WHO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY
1. Meeku?
2. Tor?
3. Katree?

TOP THREE "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU
~ Things? Hrm..
1. My Izaac plaque that my friend Amanda had made for me years ago, its beautiful and I love it to bits.
2. My Edward Elric RAH figure
3. My awesome kick ass Atem/Yami Yugi figure.

TOP THREE REASONS THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY LATELY
1. Loving on and being with Meadowlark
2. Being around and
3. Sleeping. (it takes me away from this world if even for a little while..)

TOP THREE REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY
1. I wanted to.
2. To keep my mind off other things
3. Because my friends are doing it, and bandwagons are fun.

THREE JOBS I HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE
1. McDonalds (God..)
2. US Bank
3. Wal-mart

THREE PLACES I HAVE LIVED
1. Various places in Ky
2. Stayed in Virginia for a while off and on
3. Visited many others..

THREE OF MY FAVORITE FOODS
1. Crab Rangoon
2. Asian Stuffs of basically any kind
3. Steak (Mhhm..)

THREE PETS THAT YOU HAVE OWNED
~ Oh man.. okay, I’ll name the ones that really connected to me the most..
1. Tabby “Tabs” (My orange tabby female cat)
2. Izaac “Izzy” (Male tri-factor sable and white male collie)
3. Sumooku “Tsume” (Male smoky and white male cat)

THREE FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH:
1. Dog agility
2. Nothing else really..
3. Dislike sports. Yep.

TAG:
1. Says tag the same ppl so… Mamba!
2. And.. Meeku
3. And Tor
4. And Katree!

Do eet. Now.




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4 of 100 complete!


The Comic Crew!

Art, Storyline, Characters, Panel Layout
*nighttracker
Inks and Character color
~AngelTigress03
Natural Backgrounds color
~SanzosKitten
Cityscape and Urban Backgrounds color
*SinMisericordia21
Speech Bubbles and Text
~CatBoyXD

Im working on what I can when I can, hopefully the first pages will start turning up by early summer!


~ - Figure of myself, signed and based
~Character sheets for PPiT
~Various anime fanart
~Few various gift arts for fluffy friends out there.
~Horse requests that I will get to when I have the time and inspiration for them. (I havnt forgotten about these!)


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~Y!Gallery: - [link] I have yet to upload anything here as well. Yay boylove.

If you ever should see my artwork anywhere and its obviously not me, I would like to be noted if possible so I can take care of it. Thankyou. s!

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